A deadly emotion.

An angry energy
a surge of force inside me.
I want to scream,
yell,
throw something.
My mind cannot consentrate on anything.
I feel emotion flow through me.
Angry thoughts filling my head to overflowing.
I can't think of anything else.
Anger controls me.
It won't let go.
It will consume me
and I can't do anything about it.
I am a helpless pettle
caught in a strong breeze.
I have nothing to do but let it carry me
hoping it will weaken.
I feel my mind start to be distracted,
I'm starting lose my anger.
And then itall comes back.
So hard,
forceful.
I cannot remain calm.
I cannot control myself.
I kill.